Monday, July 5, 2010
A Crappy Day
Today has been a crappy day. Actually this weekend hasn't been to good. Rain, Rain go away. Rainy days make me sad. I've felt like this all my life. Just like when the sun sets I feel sad. It's beautiful, but lonely. I know it's weird. My fibro has been pretty bad lately. The rain makes it worse. When I hurt all over it is hard to get motivated to do any thing. Getting out of bed is my first big task of the day. I move at a snails pace while my body tries to adjust to the standing position.
Every thing and I mean Every thing hurts. All I want to do is snuggle up with my blanky on the couch and sleep. Today did have a happy spot in it. My daughter plays softball and I was able to see her game because I was also off work. It is the little things like that, that keep me going. Time for bed. God Bless.