Tuesday, April 26, 2011

If this blog disapears for some reason you will know that I messed up royally. Up till 2 am trying to do something...got frustrated and deleted everything ...or so I thought..really hoping my blog isnt deleted ...so keep your fingers crossed.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

New Med for Fibro and Hasimoto's

I just heard this from a good friend. Will this be the miracle drug we've been waiting for? Low doses of a drug called Naltrexone...Stanford is doinga stage 2 trail..supposedly NO side effects, non toxic for treatment of Fibro and Hasimoto's..possibly more. I don't have a web site as of yet but bet you can google it or something. My friend is going to ask her doctor about a low dose to see how it works..I'll try and keep you undated.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Is my daughter playing softball or is it really my husband playing

I'm wondering, What do you do when you feel your daughter is being a little more persuaded to do something then she would really herself want to do? Don't get me wrong, she lives and breaths softball. She plays on a wreak? league, a competative league, and school league. The has either practice or a game every night, plus conditioning work outs every day, and doubleheaders every Sat and Sun. I can see she is getting run down. She has not been feeling well, has a cold, very tired, and alot of aches and pains. I worry about her. She tells me how she feels and then tells her dad she is fine. I talk to him but feel like he just dont get it. He just says , "oh she's fine". Grrr, I, having fibro and cronic pain worry about her getting it or just all the ware and tare on her body..Again, dont get me wrong, she loves it but at times I wonder if she is doing so much because her dad wants her to. After all he already has her playing college when she is not even out of HighSchool.. I love watching her play..I'm glad she is doing something active, but I also dont see the harm in missing a practice or game if you are not feeling well. I myself think she is run down, and exhausted. What do you think?

Lord, save me from the big binge Im really wanting to have

I asked my husband to help me stay on my weight watchers diet and stop buying all the junk foods, especially the ones I love. This is what he brings home from the supermarket yesterday....hostess cupcakes, fudge cakes, fudge rounds, cookies, chips, chips and salsa, and more! Why do I feel like im being set up for failure?
I'm only human. I just asked for a little less temptation and what do I get? A crap load OF temptation! Ok, I know it wouldn't be right to ask him to buy NO sweets and goodies, but at least not so many, hide them, or buy something I don't really care for. AND HE is the one who is diabetic!! Not only is he setting me up for failure, he is also setting me up to be an early widow!..I'm very surprised I've done really good on my WW diet this week. Since Tuesday I have stuck with it.It is easier to say no at work then at home where it is right there in front of me.
I did buy organic milk and Greek Yogurt..both are actually good. They are supose to fight away the bad fat because they have good fat..Although I got skim milk and fat free yogurt..humm dont make sence does it?..Any one know if I should be eating the ones with fat in them?? or does it matter? They are full of protein. Any tips appreciated.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

I'm still around :) fighting the fat demon..help!

Hey it's me..I know I have been terrible about getting on here and blogging..So sorry..for myself because this is one of my outlets..Lately I've been sick of my self, again. I feel like I've gained so much weight and I feel really down. I just want to wear big baggy clothes and hide out when ever possible. SHAME...It's a killer. So..I started back on Weight Watchers this week. So far so good but it is only Wednesday. Oh , that is no attitude to have stop that! I am trying to drink organic milk and eat organic greek yogurt for now..more greens too. Im mad at my self for letting myself this long. ok well that is all for now..I'll let you know how I do..see ya on the flip side :)