I'm still around :) fighting the fat demon..help!

Hey it's me..I know I have been terrible about getting on here and blogging..So sorry..for myself because this is one of my outlets..Lately I've been sick of my self, again. I feel like I've gained so much weight and I feel really down. I just want to wear big baggy clothes and hide out when ever possible. SHAME...It's a killer. So..I started back on Weight Watchers this week. So far so good but it is only Wednesday. Oh , that is no attitude to have stop that! I am trying to drink organic milk and eat organic greek yogurt for now..more greens too. Im mad at my self for letting myself this long. ok well that is all for now..I'll let you know how I do..see ya on the flip side :)